It felt like a dream. It felt surreal enough sometimes I almost believed it too good to be true. But it did happen. And it was real. I knew I went through it all, ups and downs, but at times I felt like I just woke up from a dream, it was nothing more than a delusion, a fantasy I lived in. But no matter how many times I told myself afterward, it actually did happen.
It was a dream where everything I wish could be, was there. Almost everything. It brought me to another level and I thought I would stay there. I could not be more wrong.
Everything was there but nowhere within my grasp now. A faraway memory.
Could be its abrupt ending brought me to this state of denial.
Like hitting a wall of brick while moving at full speed.
Gradually I came to accept that it was real.
It was a dream where sometimes I wished I could go through again and make things right, the way they should be. But at other times, I felt I'd probably be better off to start another dream. Or no dream at all. Just let it be.
Only time will tell and for now, I'll cherish it all.
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